Collecting nothing but junk, I dress up with nothing but a single rag A replica that's taken on such a hideous form With the words someone else weaved, With the sound someone else played, A fake made from a twisted collage At the very start, it was within the veil; The pure love of an innovative sort of boy And before we knew it, it had left our sight A child having lost its child is crying Why is it, I wonder? Lit up by that spotlight That back, once again, grows farther from this hand of mine I wasn't able to become like you, Like how you chased after that moon As my parched heart remains completelly unfulfilled Becoming alone, becoming alone, I kept on dreaming such a dulled dream And the us that follow behind, Even if we're just junk, even if we've got nothing but rags The blood that rushes out from this heart Had nothing but my own fury within it What exactly was I lacking, I wonder? After I asked the gods that I was silenced by a single arrow from a fallen angel I knew it from the very start; I was just putting on a play of having forgotten Embracing this hand-me-down sword How many tens of times have I been let down now? I just want to finally throw everything away Surely, in the end nothing will be left This love, the sounds I've weaved, and my name wither away Why is it, I wonder? It still sticks to the depths of my heart The loneliness that so closely resembles the quiet of a winter night Surely, without even knowing a thing, You've been looking at a star all alone Without paying a single drop of attention to the red-eyed me You stood by my side, yet were so far away And I lost sight of that dulled dream And yet, we still keep chasing it Even if I'm a fake, even if I'm real, If I were to turn around now, all there would be Is blurred memories The irony of having turned to trash, Even though I want to get away from the cliches "Just rehashing someone else again?" The dust from the millions of stars above, They sink and disappear, changing the eustacy The light of a merciless moon "Is even your identity just deception?" "Do you want love, even if you have to steal it?" Sheeplike clouds float above, just after noon A nostalgic song sways gently in the wind Those words that you had spoken to me then, So that I don't forget them even now, I keep writing the same thing I wasn't able to become like you, Like how you chased after that moon As my parched heart remains completelly unfulfilled Time keeps passing, time keeps passing So that when I turn back, I don't avert my eyes The us that follow behind -- Even if we're just junk, even if we've got nothing but rags Beyond our unwaking dream that we chase, Is my very own light, that's been there forever